Today feels a little off.
It’s not like something dramatic happened. No fights. No cold war. No emotional movie scenes. She’s just… not here today. And somehow, the absence of someone who’s usually so present can echo louder than noise.
I woke up and reached for my phone like I always do. Normally, there’s a good morning text waiting a little sun emoji, sometimes a selfie with messy hair, or her usual “Wake up, sleepyhead.” But today? Nothing. Just silence. I stared at the screen longer than I needed to, hoping maybe the message would magically appear. It didn’t.
It’s not even about being overly attached. We both have our own lives. She’s out of town, visiting family. It’s not forever. Just a couple of days. But still, her absence hit harder than expected. The bed felt too big. Breakfast tasted bland. Even the memes I scrolled through weren’t funny enough without sharing them with her.
You know how some people just become part of your daily routine without you realizing it? Like background music that you don’t pay attention to until it’s gone. That’s what today felt like. Empty background. No soundtrack. Just me, and my overthinking.
I didn’t know missing someone could feel like this not dramatic or painful, just… quiet. Like when you walk into a room expecting music and hear only the hum of the fan.
During lunch, I found myself typing a message, deleting it, typing again. I didn’t want to bother her. She’s with her family. I don’t want to come across clingy. But it’s weird not talking. We usually talk about nothing and everything from “What should I eat?” to “Do you think time travel would mess up love stories?”
So instead, I started this. A kind of diary. Or web series, maybe. Maybe I’ll call it Days Without Her. Hopefully it won’t have too many episodes.
I ended up going for a walk. That’s when it really hit me. Every little thing the coffee shop she likes, the park bench where we once argued over pineapple on pizza, even the billboard with that cheesy rom-com she forced me to watch all reminded me of her. Not in a heavy, romanticized way. Just subtle, like memories tapping on the shoulder.
And yeah, I know she’ll be back soon. I know this is temporary. But that’s the weird thing about love even short distances feel long when someone’s carved out space in your everyday life.
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Some people might roll their eyes reading this. “It’s just a couple of days, man.” But that’s not the point. It’s not about the days. It’s about the presence. The way someone can fill your world in small, beautiful ways and how their absence can shift the entire mood of your day.
So here I am, writing this down instead of texting her. Maybe tomorrow I’ll send her the link to this page and say, “Hey, here’s what your absence made me do.” Or maybe I’ll keep this as my little journal until she returns turning every day into a chapter of quiet love.
She’s not here today. But she’s everywhere in my thoughts.
And that says a lot.